Friday, October 29, 2010


So I was talking with the father of my daughter this morning and he wanted to talk about shots for our kids. I'm personally against shots. I don't like the stuff there putting in them these days and more an more cases of kids getting autism from them are becoming more frequent then I personally like. I feel like shots now a days do more harm then good. My daughter hasn't had most of her shots and she is bright and full of energy. Barely gets sick. Has puked one time from being sick, besides when she was a new born. I have friends that have gotten there kids all there shots and they are always sick, puking or have a cold. My sister also got my niece all her shots and she was always projectile vomiting. Ever since she stopped getting her, her shots she has been fine. I think if people really researched what they put in these shots they would think twice. Mercury is very harmful to infants and that is an ingredient in the Hept shot that they are required to get when there born. 
Now Shane (father) on the other hand wants her to have her shots. I understand his point of view but I don't want to take the chance of my beautiful little girl being the 5% or whatever it is of getting autism. She has been fine for two years, nothing wrong with her, why would I want to go put poison in her just to satisfy his needs.? I don't know what to do with this situation. I want him to know that his beliefs matter as well as mine. It's not what's best for us, it's what's best for Rhylie and I want him to understand that. 

If anyone has any input on this than feel free to say.!—Be Heard. Be Happy.—Be Heard. Be Happy.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Cleaning Spree

The past few days I have just been cleaning non stop. Sounds like wow this girls house is a real mess. No just anytime someone put a dish down I cleaned it lol. I don't know I'm starting my nesting early perhaps. Did all the laundry, vacuumed all the rooms. Just been having me a little cleaning spree. Not to mention when I go to lay down my back kills me. Maybe that's another reason why I been cleaning. Trying to stay busy keeps things off my mind!! Anyways just thought I would share that with everyone. Have a great night y'all.

Friday, October 22, 2010


Good morning everyone. I'm going to write about politics this morning. Just wanted to say a few things about some of them. Obama came to Seattle and Oregon to campaign for the up coming election for November 2. The people he is campaigning for, no surprise are no better then him. All they know how to do is talk. Once they get the position they are running for they go back on every word they spoke. It's politics. I just wish that people could see through all the BS and realize who is real out there. That's just my opion. I'm not trying to force any of my views on anyone, but if I can help people see what's really going on in our world that would be enough. Obama hasn't done what he said he was going to do while he was campaigning, so what makes people believe that the people he is campaigning for will do what they say. I just find it really funny. If people really want to make a change, research Ron Paul for the 2012 election. Research him anyways just so you know the real people in the congress. Anyways I think that's enough for now. Thanks all for reading this.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010


Watching my daughter grow everyday is the most amazing thing. She is only 20 months old and says sentences, loves to use her potty and is just so smart. I have never been so amazed in my life. She is the most amazing thing in my life. I love her more than words can describe. She is the inspiration that gets me through everyday! She will never seize to amaze me.

Momma loves you Rhylie!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Sept 11th (911) WTC Truth!


The other night I was laying in bed watching my daughter sleep and suddenly I was over whelmed with all these feelings. Just watching her sleep so peaceful and gentle made all my worries and fears go away. Never have I been more relaxed then at that moment. It was the most precious thing to me. 

I don't know where or who I would be with out my baby girl and to imagine another one here soon is the best feeling in the world. I know with all my heart that my girls and I will get through anything. Rhylie gives me that strength already and with Leah here shortly, we will be unstoppable!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Leah Marie

I just found out today that god has blessed me with another baby girl. I can't wait till she is here and start our life together with me and my girls.! I'm going to name her Leah Marie. Rhylie and I our super excited and can't wait till our new love is here. 

I hope everyone has a great day today!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Get To Find Out the Sex Tomorrow!

Tomorrow is the day I get to find out what I'm having. So exciting!

Anyone wanna take a guess? I mean it could only be two options.. so you have a 50/50 chance. ;)
I however think I'm having a boy, since I'm carrying lower.

Guess we will see tomorrow!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

My Letter To Rhylie

When I first found out I was pregnant with you, I was scared and happy at the same time. Not fully knowing all the joy and happiness you would bring me when you arrived, I was overwhelmed. You my love, are the best thing that ever happened to me. For the past 16 mo. I have had the absolute time of my life watching you grow. Even though you are reaching your terrible 2's, I wouldn't change the way your are for the world.

You have taught me so much that I could have never taught myself. We have been growing together and it's been the best learning experience I've ever had. I never imagined having a baby girl as special as you. You're perfect and I want you to always remember that. I want nothing but the best for you and I know your going to be something great, cause already at your age of 16 months, you're very advanced.

I want you to know as you get older and things get tough that you can always come to Daddy and I. I'm your mother, but I'm also your friend, and mommy will always be there for you. Don't you ever forget that. You mean the world to me and so much more, I'm so truly blessed to have gotten you as my daughter! I mean that with all my heart. You are so beautiful inside and out and so full of love. I don't ever want that to change. I want you to promise me you won't settle for anything less than what you deserve and that you'll never change who you are to make some guy happy. I need that promise from you. You being you is what shapes who you are and I can't imagine you any other way.

Make sure you always remember to take care of your self as you get older. Don't loose connection with your self. That is very important. Don't do anything that don't truly make you happy. Being happy is what truly matters. One of my favorite quotes is, "You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have." I want you to always be strong and independent! That's the type of girl I can already see you being right now! Rhylie you are my first baby/daughter and with out you I don't know where I would be. The day you were born (2/11/2009) you had my whole heart and one day when you're graduated from college and happily married, you too will be writing a letter to your son/daughter and will understand all the feelings I have for you, so much better than my words can ever describe. Just remember I love you, Rhylie Breanne, you're my angel and always will be, My Little Girl.!

Love Always, Mom

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